Mortification

So, I don't just get embarassed. I get mortified.

And normally, it isn't being in front of people that bother me. I can talk in front of groups. Easy.

Its when i feel that I have made some sort of social flub that I get MORTIFIED!!!

Recently felt this... and every time I think about the situation (and no you don't get to know), I just clamp up. My heart beats fast... my stomach drops... and I feel my face turn red. Why? I don't know.

Its always been this way, but just have had a rash outbreak of mortifying situations recently so its been on my mind. Maybe one day I won't care.

HA!